Ride on.

What a trippy dream I woke up from this morning.

I had to fly a little plane. But it was almost like flying a mechanical dragon (like in Avatar). It looked like a little open cockpit plane, but you kinda flew it like they flew those dragons.
my brother was there, but not for all of it.
I was supposedly only going from Guymon to Boise City, and I didn't want to go a high altitude b/c I thought I'd get lost (funny)...
so I kinda stuck close to the highway.
But then I had huge mountains that I'd have to really pull up for,
then see a huge forgotten plane wreck, and zoom by the wheel of it.
Now that I think about it, it was kinda an Avatarish scene.
It definitely was not the panhandle I once knew, although parts were.

I also remember trying to fit my foot
into a shoe and it just wasn't fitting.
I tried and tried and tried until my foot hurt.
Then as I had given up and came to the conclusion that my foot
would not fit into that shoe... they popped on and fit like a glove.

I think it was about this new journey I'm on.
People will be there to help,
but I can find my way and maneuver through huge plane wrecks,
high line wires and mountains,
and anything else that serves as an obstacle.
And as soon as I realize that I may not look like, live like,
or act like the people that I want acceptance from,
as long as I accept the way I look and live my life.
Then I can truely be free and live.

woah. deep.
it was a pretty fun dream to remember.
I wish we could really fly those things.
It was a blast!

On other note....
The day before yesterday I dreamed
that I got to smoke pot with Willie Nelson.
And he let me keep the joint and gave me another.
Well, I packed them up nice and hid them somewhere.
And once I got to the next destination, I couldn't find them...
Somehow this was all my buddy Kyle's fault...
the scene was in a dark space with lowly lit lamps
with laughing and tons of people
there was ancient chinese manuscripts being written in the foyer.
kinda like a scene that you would see in Karate Kid or something.
I kept trying to chase down Kyle to find out where he was going
and where Willie's weed went...
But I could never catch up with him.

hmmmmm.
I'm not gonna try to figure that one out.

at least I got to smoke with Willie though.

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and last but not least... John Fullbright again.

click twice to view on youtube.

Ignorance is bliss...

I just have to laugh at some folk's ignorance. But it seems like I'm laughing alot more lately, and this is the one time that laughing is scary. People's minds are so closed, to where they don't even want to think about other possibilities. It baffles me how arrogant some can be and not realize it.

ROCK N ROLL!!!!!

IF ANYONE WANTS TO KNOW WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE IN MY HEAD

GO HERE....
HTTP://WWW.QUIETRELIEF.COM/

THEN SCROLL TO THE BOTTOM OF THE PAGE.
PLAY THE "EAR RINGING SOUND"
AND PLAY THE "HIGH FREQUENCY BUZZING" SOUNDS
AT THE SAME TIME.
TURN YOUR VOLUME DOWN TO A LITTLE UNDER HALF.

THERE YOU HAVE IT.


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wear ear protection kids.
seriously.
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I feel good.

Just like James Brown said.

I really do though. I feel good.
My life is really starting to shine through.

I feel like the person I was before college,
is starting to merge with the person I exceded to be in college.

I am liking the mix.
I'm starting to find the true mix of the extremes of me.

I'm figuring out that remembering the past
can be just as important to forgetting about it.

Taking hold of things that used to make me strong.
and letting go of things that have weakened me.

Realizing who I can be today leads to
Dreaming about who I want to be every other day.

Believing in myself and what I do,
means getting more time to focus.

I just love my life.
Its not perfect, but that's life!


CLICK IT TWICE TO VIEW IT IN YOUTUBE.


PS.
I think we've decided on the name for our little girl.
Zoey Grace Miller.

;-)

Enjoy you're lives folks!
Happy Monday.